I've been thinking about a lot of things lately. And this has to do with my own personal evolution in this whole thing and my mind is just a whirling tornado of thoughts sometimes.
I've really wanted to let everyone know about something, but Satan I don't think wants me to use this person's name. I've asked the Tarot and all signs point to not revealing this information. Some of you who(m?) I've talked to know this already, that I was betrayed by someone and as a result, this person took a dive, quite literally, and is dead.
Now, when I found out, I felt a mixture of relief, regret, and emptiness. I never thought another Satanist would do such a thing, but no matter how angry and pissed I was, I tried so hard to hold it in, because I know that you're not supposed to go against or retaliate against another Satanist. I talked to Satan everyday asking Him to please take my anger at this person away.
I found out a few years later of his demise. It was around mid September of 2014, I couldn't get an accurate Tarot reading anymore on the traitor, it was like he disappeared or cloaked himself. Beelzebub came into my mind and thoughts saying, "you need to let it go, you've already won."
My point in writing this, I guess, is to get it off my chest finally, and to let everyone know that it's not important anymore. The only One who needs to know of your deeds is Satan Himself. He has not ever let me down and has taught me so much. Even if you go through hard times in life, know that Satan is always there, He doesn't leave you, and the more you do for Satan, the more He does for you.
Satan needs us to all do the RTRs listed on www.joyofSatan.org and to empower ourselves through the meditations.
Hail Satan!!
Hail Beelzebub!!
Hail Seere!
Hail All The Mighty Gods and Goddesses of Hel!!
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